Non ce la faccio

Today is one of these days, when I lose my courage and energy to fight and to go forward. Spent half of evening on internet filling in my CV in various job search websites, but... what the result will be? So far it's nothing. And with every day my hope to find some work for me is becoming smaller and smaller. You think I'm being pesimistic? I would say - realistic.

In Lithuanian we have a saying "Geriau zvirblis rankoje negu briedis miske" which means something like "It's better a sparrow in a hand than an elk in a forest" (I'm sure in English there's a similar proverb). Usually I try to grab that sparrow and this week, probably the first time in my life, I had to reject it in the name for "better opportunity in the future". Maybe that's why I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Ah?

Dinner time.